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Oh i know lol I hope she enjoyed herself last night. Its nice to be with someone again i have to say. Still weird being single tho =/
@KD1988 Date went pretty well. Hopefully set up a following date. Got most of what u get out of a first date. Not sure if its to soon tho =/ she was a great girl, just didnt get the same spark with my ex. What do u think?
Hmm yea it is. I might do that. I would put it in a package and stuff and mail it or give it to her mom and say its some of her stuff if you can give it to her when she gets home. I wont tell her its a letter or anything. Just some of her stuff she left at my place.
Thanks @KD1988 like always. I tell ya how it goes on thursday.
Also i have such a strong feeling that when my ex gets the letter she wont read it or just trash it =/ The way she has been since the break, it worries me. Its like i dont know who she is anymore. I also hope her mom gives it to her too if i hand it to her. Maybe i will put it in a box like a package and say its for her.
Okay cool. Yea she seems to be a pretty cool person. I hope it goes well tmrw. Gotta just be myself like i usually am. Always worked for me in the past.
I know @KD1988. You have been such a big help to me. To be honest tho, all i want is my ex to be standing around the corner. Ive already been around the block many times. I know what address to stop at if you get my drift. I still miss her everyday. Just seeing a pic of her anywhere makes my heart stop. How can something have so much power over me lol I not that kind of person. Ive always been a confident man knowing what i want in life. This date tmrw is with a really pretty girl, and i hope to hit it off but down deep all i feel is guilt. Makes me sick….
@KD1988 Yep that is my plan. Im gonna drop off the letter to her mom on saturday while she is working unless she contacts me beforehand. Slowly im getting better with her being gone. Im scared tho that Murphy’s law will set in as soon as i feel better or i start to like this girl on my date tmrw =(
@Phonis I am 24, she is 22. Ill be 25 in june, she will be 23 in july.
Well i sent the FB msg. She saw it. So at least i have that. Hopefully she at least answers me or knows that im not trying to win her back. Just getting closure. I also dont get that its hard for her. She did this to us. Shes the one who is making it hard. If anything it would be harder for me to see her in person. Not vice versa.
@KD1988 So i think i will give her mom the letter this week to give to her. I just hope she reads it.Hmm maybe i will she is off today. Ill send something to her now. Hopefully she does answer back. Well wish me luck @KD1988. If not i will go to her house and give the letter to her mom.
Okay i will. Yea i actually just talked to my best friend and he said the same thing u said. So i prb wont have him say anything or my friend today. She has me blocked on everything but facebook. Its the only way i can reach out now =/ Another week tho i will have this pain in my chest. Wont go away till i talk to her. I just know myself.
Hopefully my date goes well tho
Okay ill do that then. I really dont want to ever just show up at her work like one of those people. Thats not me. Its bacially that she left me no choice, that it had to come to that. I got 2 friends, one today reaching out on my behalf and then my best friend again on friday. Today my friend is gonna ask her to talk to me soon, say what i said in the above comments to her. To do him the favor. My best friend on friday is basically gonna say to her “that its been 2 weeks since i asked u to reach out to my friend. That i told u that he is slipping with each passing day. I wasnt kidding. You told me you would, multiple times. I hope you werent just telling me what i wanted to hear to get me off the phone. That would hurt me cause we have always been close and honest with each other. I want to remain close to you, but you gotta take care of Jared for me, so i can get my friend back. Please reach out to him soon, meet up, let him say what he needs to say, so he can go on with life. So he can get what he needs to move on.”
Sounds good? @KD1988
Well then i should at least ask her in someway. I never asked her yet. She never said no to meet, she told me she wasnt rdy a month ago. She told the ppl that talked to her that she would talk to me. I have to figure out a way to reach out. I believe that facebook is the only way. Ill send her a msg on friday on fb. If she says no, then the letter i will drop off to her mom when she is working to give it to her. Does that sound like a better plan? @KD1988
Also the letter i wrote is really well written, but its a goodbye letter and has nothing in it about what i wanna say to her =/
