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Thank you so much for your words you’re really sweet @patricia12.
Thank you so much @patricia12,you’re totally right about everything.
Today is Day 6 of NC. I’m sure I will never break NC.I wanna look at things this way that even if he starts dating others, he has every right to do so. He doesn’t owe me anything.I wanna stop obssesing over what he is thinking/ how he is feeling cuz we can never know and I shouldn’t even wanna know.
I won’t forget the pain I had to endure even during the relationship and I’m sure that isn’t what I want in life.It feels like I’m addicted to him and I’m going through withdrawal right now. Once he’s out of my system,I’ll be fine.
I believe I did everything for him.way more than I ever should have and if he doesn’t see all that, its his loss. Eventhough he broke my heart, I wish him well and I hope someday he can save his own life and find happiness.
I wanna be the strongest I’ve ever been in my life so I can get over this.
Wish me luck xx
You’re doing the right thing I’m glad you’re feeling better Xx
I’m going through an emotional roller coaster but I’m ok, I know it will get easier in about a week or so.
Hey guys,
I miss him but its not that I wanna get back together. Its that I wanna know that he misses me too.I’m doing everything I should do during NC but my mind brings out the worst case scenario right into my eyes. Like what if he starts seeing others? What if he’s moving on? What if he hates you….
I can’t believe he gave up on me so easily. I know I shouldn’t be worrying about these things but it gets so dark I feel like crying sometimes.Hey guys,
I miss him but its not that I wanna get back together. Its that I wanna know that he misses me too.I’m doing everything I should do during NC but my mind bring out the worst case scenario right into my eyes. Like what if he starts seeing others? What if he’s moving on? What if he hates you….
I can’t believe he gave up on me so easily. I know I shouldn’t be worrying about these things but it gets so dark I feel like crying sometimes.whats wrong with going on a date? Take tjinhs slow and think of it like you’re just gonna have some fun. It will help with your self confidence but don’t think about having a relationship or don’t compare anyone to your ex it only makes you miss him more.
@mariabalenciaga yeah I do believe it was a toxic relationship but I look at him as a person who really needs help. As a human I tried my best to help him as much as possible and I’m sure he loved me but now I realize that I should put myself first. Its painful but I’m sure everything will get better soon.
Hey mr_the_ex
Yeah but I gueas with time it’ll subside. I really need to heal from this. Today is my day 5 of NC. Feels like my mind has stopped panicking. I’m processing things better now.Thank you so much @patricia12, your an amazing person I do need the prayer. Thank you😊
I really saw him trying to change for me. He really tried so many times. He turned into the best man in the world and then again right back to the sq1. I guess I’m not enough for him to change or he really doesn’t wanna change.
Hey leidy,
Thank you for your words your such a sweat person.
We were together for almost 2 years. Everyone says he’s not good for me because of his drug problems, his anger issues and his way of living.( I had to force him to go to work. He works at his father’s company). I’m a dentist and I never thought I could end up handling these kind of situations.
I have a feeling he will come back but the thing is I want to get so strong so I can reject him.most of the times when I see/ hear how sad he is, my heart melts down and I just give in. This time, I feel like enough is enough.I deserve to be happy. Why would he wanna break up with me for eveery stupid childish fight he starts. I’m just so tired
Hey patricia,
Actually I was hoping you would reply. Believe me, I don’t know why I’m feeling all these feelings.I don’t understand why I’m waiting for him to contact me so I can feel better.it all sounds stupid even to myself.
Like you said, I only remember how kind and caring he was. I guess I always tried to blame his mood swings on his addiction thats why I always gave him another chance.
No matter what, I try to remind myself that he wasn’t good for me, that he kinda sucked the life and energy out of me that even though he was sick, he could habe watched his mouth. He really broke my heart like 100 times with his words and I always forgave him and the one time I snapped he broke up with me.I feel bad for what I said but all I said was nothing but the truth.I kept everything that was torturing me in my heart for like more than a year and I finally lost control.
All my friends say that I shouldn’t be sad because of what did but eventhough he did 100 times worse I appologised and it was kind of a relief.
I still love him but I’m done with this s*it. I will do anything to move on and I’m sure he will regret losing me. If he really cared about me he would never go back to using again and it really hurts me thinking about it.
Its been 4 days and I’m already feeling better. I do miss him but I will definitely try my best to move on. Your words are always an eye opener. I think I’ll post here daily it makes me feel better. Your advise is always appreciated.
