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Day 27 has started. Still i faintly hope she may call text today… Although she hasnt so far… :'(
Its day 26 … And she has even removed fb messenger . Should i break nc or should i wait 4 more days,???
Day 25 NC. No response ( sorry for bugging you guys over this. I just dont have anyone to talk to about this all… Well the one i could talk to is the reason im here so… Yeah. )im … Kinda scared. What if i get no response? Because… I know … It took me my entire high school to get over my crushing crush. This would take atleast a decade to get over … I dont want to be alone 🙁 and im worried of it being my only path which i dont want to walk on… Dear lord just… Free me please . Day 25 nd still holding up
Day 24. Cant believe it has been just a week since i started this post. Feels like an eternity. Still no response from her :'(
Although holding steady, hope the feeling is playing hot and cold with me…I just wish her back… 🙁 thank you guys alot for being here god bless you all and may all your exes comeback forever
Day 22 no contact. From her or from me. Still holding up somehow. Feeling blank of sorts
Amy let it go. Deactivate ur fb. It wont do u any good seeing him . Even reading his name would create unrest . I know. I speak from experience. Its happening to me. Ideactivated fb. One whole day. And here i am watching youtube with my brother and she pops on skype. Which she has on her phone. Meaning shes checking her fb or doing whatever. Why would she check fb if shes in office and all her friends are there?. Mayb shes got a new guy. You see what happened? Contemplation. Building on uncertainity. Just stop veiwing him. It wont do u any good. Itll hamper ur healing instead. Which is bad in any case. Heal first. Then u would b in ur right mind to do things
She hasnt replied so far. But she is online. :'( not sure if i should be happy or sad xD but i bet she was checking my messages only. ( i hope) cuz last i knew all her frnds use whatsapp and theres no new people shes got on fb. ( she hasnt blocked me there) lets pray for both of us
She too has told me she doesnt want to hear from me before 2 months … :'( she did 18 days ago.
And to be truly hopeful i guess you gotta pick up the whole coin and not just heads or tails. It sounds harsh but just believe either way to be possible. Because in reality anything can happen. So why be hopeless 🙂 hope is a positive feeling. And if it is making you desperate its not hope but something else. Theres a saying that the world rests on hope. So . No need to be hopeless 🙂One should,according to me. You dont just kick people out of your life. Unless theres no otherway. Its natural to be scared. But fear will make you lose ur peace amy. Just go through NC. Tough but it should work. Love does prevail all. And i also wish to ask about a super recent development and i curse my luck for it. I was on messenger and i just happened to open her chat. She was online or”active” it said. I just gave it alittle flick and a mother******* like got sent :'( i deleted it when it had a white tick but i doubt that it mightv reached her. Now shes not active on messenger but i know shes on her phone. She probably saw it. But hasnt responded yet. …have i screwed up my NC ??? :'( or my chance?
Yeah actually. I dont know why the emails stopped they made me so hopeful. Its been a few days since a new one came
🙂 your posts make hopeful… Thank you guys so much. Day 18 and stillgoing on… Feeling considerably hopeful
