Malinda

Should I just move on Too..? 🙁

@sparky the last time we were together was 2 months ago that I was about to move his house again after I got the job offer but then because of the silly mistakes, jealousy.. I made he changed his mind about me moving…then I got very angry and didnt talk to him, kinda finished with him but then he sent me messages and emailed that I made him miserable, made him unhappy frustrated, put him desperate with my jealousy and control behavior but kept messaging me but I didnt answer any of them..then he got back with messages again telling me about him being sick for more than a month and mentioned as if he got serious illness and I got worried and started talking to him again, showed him my care and I would do anything for him to make him feel better, and we were apart all these while…during this time he was off of his work and went back to his parents house for seeing doc and making some tests…he was keep mentioning about how unhappy he is with his life, he doesnt like what he is doing as a job, he is useless, he is good for nothing, all he can do is that useless job (he never changed his any plans or routin he continued working at that job he doesnt like but I lost everything) all he wants was improving himself with a better job in another country etc…I kept listening him…one night again he mentioned about the same negative things over and over, I havent replied to his msg at the same night but in the mornin I replied but he didnt answer and I thought maybe he left a msg on whatsapp, I checked but there was nothing but he has gotten online…I got upset then called him and spoke cold, then told him why he didnt answer my msg even he could say good morning at least and I yelled there it started…it sounded like everything was all about him in our relationship and things are ok on his side in fact but I got nothing no job..there started the arguement again..

Will be praying for you that things will get better for you and she will understand deep that what she lost….cuz I do know how it really feels

I just cant believe what kind of person I became now, its disgusting…I never been like this before, never taken someone serious before at all…I hate these feelings really and want them go away forever

Everythings just a huge lie…

He didnt contact me in anyway till now..The last time I have called him was on 18th, 7 days ago and it was going to be his birthday after 3 days, I said him happy birthday from now then he said there still 3 days for it but still thank you and I didnt call or messaged him on his b-day…he must be angry a little maybe and was expecting me to call him…maybe this time he finished me for real 🙁
I just cant stand this feeling, I dont eat proper cuz I cant…I just want it to go away from me forever and ever if there will be nothing between us in the end

I’m hoping so that for you…I think if they really have the love inside them somewhere for us then they will understand and see their selfishness

I believe thats all her tricks to cover up well what she does, and this will make you more angry.
I know it from my ex bf, he used such nasty tricks as an execuse…eventhough I know those are nonsense only I still didnt take any action towards them during last times of our relationship