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Hey @Mj feeling a bit better today thanks. Bit up and down at the moment. But think that’s all part of it. I have given up though… as in I am not hanging onto any hope of a reconciliation.
How are you?
@annakis I know what you mean. I thought I had accepted everything but all these thoughts still pop into my head. It sucks!
I think I have accepted the fact that he’s not coming back, and maybe that’s why it’s hurting more again because of that. I just dunno what to do with myself right now. I’ve improved, ive had time, ive gone on a date, I keep myself busy and he’s still the only thing I think about all the bloody time. Drives me nuts!Yeah but she didn’t read it when you were there did she? So now she’s read it she probably wants to send something back to you. 🙂
@Mj sounds like she wants to send something back like my ex did, which is nice
Oh guys I am not having a good time lately 🙁
I feel like I’ve done a turnaround on how I was feeling, and I have just completely sunk again. I keep having these dreams where my ex is telling me to move on and that he’s with someone else and that he doesn’t want me. I know it is just a dream, but it really affects me!
There are no signs he is coming back, or is even thinking about coming back. And I’m just tired, emotionally and physically drained. Sick of missing him, sick of wanting him back, sick of thinking about him, I am driving myself mad with it. But I don’t know how to get out of it! I keep myself sooo busy all the time, I barely have a minute to myself lol. Nothing is working!!! 🙁
Yeah that does take time, sadly not an overnight thing, but it can be worked on every day 🙂 I’m not the loud aggressive type either! Lol.
I once heard a quote “nothing worth having is easy. If it’s easy, it’s not worth having”.
I’m ok with the changes on myself. I’m not ok with the lack of progress I appear to be making with my ex. It’s stalled completely. I actually feel today like that it’s now. I’m stuck in limbo, I can’t move forward but I can’t stay where I am either! Very frustrating.@annakis I agree with you completely. I do think we take little steps forwards and little steps backwards, but more forward than back. I think this front that we put on, is not always a front. I know for me that some days I do genuinely feel that way, and it isn’t a front, and then I have other days where I feel the complete opposite!
I’m having one of the bad days today, where I am frustrated, upset, hurt, angry, extremely fed up and in all honesty I am driving myself insane. I don’t even want to listen to myself, let alone other people wanting to listen to me! I just accept that days like today happen, and hope that tomorrow I wake up with a new perspective. Trying to take it one day at a time.
@Mj of course you deserve a reply. And you will get one I’m sure. As ellie said, it may not be straight away as she probably wasn’t expecting it. but she will.
@Mj yeah as ellie says, when she reads it you will know about it. Proud of you, you done good 🙂
@Mj just catching up. What was the reason why it didn’t go ahead?
I still think you should continue with the letter etc, you’ve put a lot of time into it, and that’s your goal. It’s just a little rearrangement of plans. Try not to let it get you down too much
