LA

I like this new thread. Thanks to the person who started it.

I’m lost and confused. I broke up with my ex about two months ago. After that we talked for about a month then decided we should give each other space. About to be one month of NC. I’ve been active in my personal life ever since. I’ve gone running,to the gym, rock climbing, played sports, hung out with friends. I’ve learned to live without my ex. I’ve excepted the fact that we are no longer together. I can go about my day now. But I can’t help the fact that I feel something missing.

I don’t need my ex. I can live without her. I know I can. But the memories we created haunt me…her face, smile, her laugh, the excited face she’d make when she’d see me. I know I can find this in someone else. Don’t want to look snobby but right now there are at least two girls that would love to be with me. They are wonderful girls that will be faithful. But they are not you. I still haven’t really givin up on us but I’m not attached either. Right now I don’t want a relationship with anyone else.
Sometimes my mind wonders off and thinks about you, what you’re doing, and with who…but sometimes it’s best to not think, not wonder, not obsess, not imagine and hope everything works out for the best.

When the time is right I will contact her. If she responds I’ll take it from there. If she doesn’t I will not try anymore. I will move on