Ha ha .. !! U guys really give me strength !!
Dara, a.z , please kindly let me talk.
I’m in my 1 month NC. Not even full up 1 month. over 3 weeks. Some parts of me miss him deadly, some parts of me think it would be better if we never get back again. But Love him so much. Of course we had been together for over 3 years. I wanna know how could he move so fast as he is in new relationship two days after breaking up with me. After 2 months of begging him so bad to come back , I caught them in a hotel room with naked.. How bad !! I hate that night .!! CAN YOU FEEL HOW HARD TO STAY BY KNOWING THAT HE IS STAYING IN HOTEL ROOM WITH OTHER GIRL FOR A NIGHT ? but during my NC, he keep calling me like twice a week.
Everyday I think about him, I imagine him as he is so happy with his new gf.
However, I miss him every minute of a day. I don’t lie. I struggle my everyday of NC hardly. But reading Kevin’s advice and sharing with u guys really ease me.