kevinsmusicrox

Please help me!! My name is Kevin

I’m 20 and my ex girlfriend is 18. I love her with all my heart and she claimed the same and even told me everyday. We were the happiest couple and couldn’t get enough of each other. We had been dating for almost a year when she all of a sudden wanted to break up and was very vague as to why.

I treated her the best I could. I’m a genuinely caring person and I always did my best to make her smile. I was always there for her when she needed me and always did my best to listen and give advice when she was feeling depressed. We were both always obsessed with seeing each other as much as possible.

After a few days of her breaking up, I brought her her favorite flowers and chocolate hoping it was just a bad time she was having. After 30 minutes of talking (and me practically sobbing) she told me she had sex with somebody else within the first couple weeks we started seeing each other. We were technically hook up buddies for a while until it manifested into dating.

Yesterday, after she told me I went ballistic and said horrible things to her out of spite. I’m willing to overlook it since it was back when we were basically just sex buddies.

Any thoughts that may help me out? I removed her from Facebook to keep myself from looking her up and breaking no contact. I even foolishly messaged her today apologizing and said I love her but I will get through this even though I want her back more then anything. Her response was “why did you say those mean things?” And I explained I got caught up in the moment and we weren’t even serious then so I can forgive you. Please help me.