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  • #59090
    Night
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    Thanks for the support peach hope you feel better πŸ™‚ and stay strong friend πŸ™‚ if you have feelings to express dont be shy πŸ™‚

    #59093
    Night
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    @starlight im not leading her on. I already told her face to face. I don’t want her back. πŸ™‚ so there I think it’s fair to say im just enjoying to view. Plus i felt deep despair before. There was not a soul that saved me from my sorrow but myself. I think it’s fair I her like this. Sorry okay. I was slandered. My pride was stomped on. My name was ridiculed. I was deemed crazy. She called me abnormal. She did acts i couldnt even fathom before. Now tell me this. Is punishment that i didnt bring down on her suh a bad thing? If i want my popcorn and view her misery would you really blame me? She drove me mad. I was on the brink of death too. So if anybody out there felt this. Yes i do want to save her on her most dire need. But only if she said the magic word. But i will never save her if she lets her pride win. So there. Equality.

    #59094
    Night
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    Im fairly sure im on the wrong site to express this now. But i originally did want her. So i dont want anybody to say she didn’t deserve it. Or she doesnt deserve suffering. I suffered more than you can imagine. My friends betrayed me. All of them. I was left with nothing. I started out again from scratch. They humiliated me. Telling me im no longer sane. I wasnt before. But now still they say so. They lie about what i do. They insult me. They look at me with such disdain and i look at them with respect. Fair? Yeah sure.

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