Thank you all:) Its day 10 and im trying. My friends dont understand why im sad so i wont force them im glad i have you all. @soupy i got a gym membership today and as soon as i felt the urge to cry i went to the gym. I will take baby steps and focus on me. Also are you still in NC? Lastly his mom called me today and asked me to join her for lunch Saturday ALONE, she never did this when we were together. I told her sure but im wondering if that is a bad idea now considering the break up.