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  • #22171
    Belle
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    Napoleon. That’s an awesome article. Seriously so. Given me much motivation to get on and do what I need to do. Tomorrow is the 1st jan and beginning of the new me. Exersise, diet, a new skill, etc. what’s my ex’s name agin!?? Oh yeah, that guy!

    #22175
    LAbound
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    Lol I read the articles too. My attitude about the new year has changed. πŸ™‚

    I just have to remember. Every time I miss her or think about her a lot “that’s me putting her on a pedastal!” And change up what Im doing.

    #22447
    Napoleon
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    I’m glad it helped πŸ™‚

    I found out this article 3 weeks ago and read it almost 10 times so far lol. It’s so uplifting πŸ™‚ I believe it 100%!

    I woke up this morning missing my ex really bad, and I didn’t even feel minimally tempted to contact her. I know if I do it I’ll push her even away. When she broke up with me I was so insecure and weak, no wonder she left me. I believe she wonders why I didn’t contact her yet.

    Yesterday at my grandparents home I saw my 4 year old cousin playing with some toys, there was this fire truck toy completed neglected by her side so I decided to grab it and give it to my another 5 year cousin across the room. When she saw it, she completely freak out, she left the toys she was playing with and wanted the fire truck so bad.

    This to tell there’s this instinct that operates in peoples subconscious to desire what they can’t have, especially if they know it was theirs before. That’s why false friendships and contact soon after a break up just can’t work. Your ex will only desire you when they really feel they might lose you forever. Hell, I first attracted my ex using this principle without even realizing.

    Believe me your exes will regret, they can’t throw a lot of years out of the window just like that, a long relationship like that indicates there was real love and attraction at some point. If it you had once you can have it again, but it’s very important to change your life for the best.

    Some years ago I read a novel, about a man happily married, and suddenly his wife left him and disappear without any apparent reason. It was a spiritually crusade of self-improvement and in the end of the journey the man finally finds his wife, that’s when he realized that in order to be able to find her, he first had to find himself.

    This book ended with the following quote: “The taste of things recovered is the sweetest honey we will ever know.”

    Not you, but your exes one day, if they’re lucky, will understand this quote better than anybody.

    So go back to work, end with this self-pity nonsense, it may seem counter intuitive but self-pity is addictive.

    Write your goals, there’s a lot you can improve, one day at time.
    When the novelty of your exes new relationships ends and nostalgia start kicking in their butts, that’s then the roles will reverse.

    In my life I never gained nothing by being negative but gained a lot by being positive.

    Stay strong

    #22449
    Belle
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    It’s going to help many on here, I too have a whole new approach towards HIM! I’m now on the pedestal!!

    #22480
    mike2014
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    8 and a half years for me. Now been alittle over 8 months. It’s still tough for me like it is for all you. I see a lot of similarities amongst reason that we all share for the break ups. Wishing everyone the best.

    #22506
    LAbound
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    Wishing you the best Mike.

    #22705
    Lost and Confused
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    Hey everyone, got dumped from an 8 year relationship 2 months ago. Same reasons as a lot of us… No more passion, doesn’t love me romantically anymore, feels like were more friends than lovers, etc. I got lazy and in a routine toward the end and she just wasn’t happy. I can see everything I did to push her away now. It’s taken me 2 months but I’m in such a better place than right after the breakup. For anyone that’s having trouble… Seriously… Stay stay busy! I’ve started helping the homeless, moved apartments, started doing yoga, decided to learn how to make stuff (my own breakfast table), looked into learning Italian, hung out with friends, watched sports. Just constantly keep yourself busy. It’s when you think that you’re the worst. Just do everything and anything to keep your mind off your ex. Also, I would recommend to anyone to read this book.. “The art of happiness” by a western psychologist and the Dalai Lama. It seriously reached me and helped me in a way I can not express. It’s all about becoming a better person and that you need to be happy with yourself before you can be with somebody else. True happiness is inside you and is not brought on by other people or things. These are all temporary. I’m dead serious… Read this book. It got me through the darkest days. It really felt like I was meant to have it at this time. Long story but crazy stuff about how I read it during this time. I want my ex back so bad, but I don’t NEED her. Remember, the improvement in ourselves is what re attracts. We want everything right away in this instant pleasure world, but most of the time, the things we wait for and work the hardest for make us the happiest. We want long term happiness with our exes, so if you really do, let time do it’s job. And if they move on then it really wasn’t meant to be. You want somebody who loves you.. Not somebody that isn’t sure. It sucks that love is a two way street but I’ve had to come to terms with that. Hope is what will get us through this all. Oh and positive thinking, whether you believe it or not, fake smiling and thinking cup half full about EVERYTHING can do wonders for your psyche. Haha also, don’t bottle anything up… Talk to anyone that you can. That really helped me. Sorry for the long rant!

    #22707
    Aphrodite
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    Don’t be sorry, that was a great rant!!:)

    I believe that things come into our lives at the right times. I’m so happy to hear you have been keeping busy! That’s my challenge right now. Ive downloaded the book and will start reading it tonight πŸ˜€

    #22709
    Lost and Confused
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    It’s a little different but if you open up to it, it will really inspire you. Especially at this time. The Dalai Lama is a Buddhist so it’s a great interaction between a western thinking psychologist and eastern Buddhist. And as far as staying busy.. Try try new things. That has never been hard for me so that’s why I think this has been easier for me than a lot of people. And I’m an open book and talk about my feelings to everyone. Try new restaurants, go to a nursing home and talk to old people (they are the wisest people in the world and are so bored and always want someone to just talk to them), go outside your comfort zone. It’s hard but the after effects are amazing!

    #22713
    mike2014
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    Hello lost and confused,

    I see you asked me a question on my original topic started from a long time ago lol.

    To answer your question, I don’t feel we ever had that long of a no contact period for me to see how that would work. Longest was probably a little over a month. It’s hard for me to not respond to her when she reaches out. We didn’t really end things on a bad note or had a fight. She has always been very nice and warm. I’m not someone who burns bridges or felt she needed time to get over any anger towards me. She always stated she wants to be a part of my life. She has always been emotional about things and still is. I’m at the point now where I don’t do the reaching out, but if she does I will talk.

    I was out of state for two months and b4 I left I told her and she asked to meet up. I agreed and as I was telling her I would be away she got emotional again and started to cry a lot. It was awkward for me to deal with. She even that night showed me dead flowers she kept that I sent her a month b4 for her birthday. It was very confusing for me. I gave her a note that night before I left explaining in it that I accept the break up and understand she needs her space and shared some of my favorite memories of us. She texted me a happy thanksgiving and asked if I was home. I wasn’t at the time but said I would be soon. She asked to let her know when I would be so we could meet up. We met up and had a nice time and the only thing I asked her was if she was doing better because she had been depressed b4 we broke up and if she read my note. She said she is doing better but still not there yet and that she couldn’t read my note because it’s too emotional but she looks at it often.

    My situation is s confusing one. I’m at the point where I’m living my life without her and going to continue to not reach out. I’m such a more positive person and changed person. I have reconnected with friends and been doing a lot more. I think she knows I have changed and mentions that. I don’t know what will ever happen but after all this time have accepted we may never be together again. I still have some bad days but overall feel pretty good.

    I hope your situation works it self out positively with whatever happens. We are in a situation where we obviously cared about someone who now doesn’t want us fully in their lives. We can’t stop living our lives because of them. Over time even with all the history we have with the other person it does get easier. Thank you for the question and if you have anymore just ask and maybe my history can lead you to some answers or help you out in some way. Best of luck!!

    #22765
    seldog09
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    Is anyone else experiencing a partner who just won’t reach out to them? Two months since the break up, 6 year relationship and was dumped over the phone for another girl. He hasn’t bothered to clarify anything with me or discuss the issue further. Pretty brutal. I’m focusing on myself and have been dating but can’t shake this sick feeling that he will never contact me again. Texted a few times last month but he always stopped abruptly and hasn’t replied to the last text (merry Christmas). Is it worth a shot to send a short text in a month? I don’t want to seem desperate when I’m the one who got pretty screwed over..

    #22767
    mike2014
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    Hello seldog,

    One thing I have learned no matter how your ex responds you don’t know what they are thinking. Unfortunately, they also don’t owe you an explanation. Since your ex has already moved on he probably doesn’t want to reach out for that reason and give you a false sense of hope. You have to give him space because he is already with someone and you don’t ever know how his new relationship will work out. I’m not an expert but I think I would give him his space and then reach out in a month or two just to say hello. If he doesn’t respond it means that he is happy in his new relationship.

    #22801
    seldog09
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    Hard to hear that πŸ™ I do think this girl is a rebound as we were long distance for the year and had been fighting a bit. He doesn’t look happy in his photos. But he’s very stubborn and I don’t think he will change his mind sooooo yes I think I will reach out in 2 months and see how that goes.

    #23940
    hayz
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    Hey seldog09 and kiwi

    I too was in a long distance relationship. Me and my ex were together for 13 months, not as long as some of you here. We met in Australia, me working holiday visa him studying and after 8 months of dating and 2 months of being his friend I returned home due to my visa running out and not easy to renew it and getting a good paid job there ans being able to save money was pretty hard so I came back to.to the UK to work and save money. I worked my ass off in a job I hated, I was quite sad and down at times missing him and the life and all the friends and social life I had in Australia. But we had a plan, me to save up so we would move to his home country and start our life together. He was flat out busy day and night with studies and with that and the time difference we didn’t have a lot of time to chat and he mainly whats app me not too bothered about Skype. I did complain at times that he should message me more and skype and think that could have made things bad and me seeming more negative about my life compared to the person I was in Australia that he knew. Though when going through hard times and being apart our partners shouldn’t give up on us and show us that when the tough gets going they leave us and give up on us!!!?
    Well mid November he finished uni and he was hanging out with a female friend of ours and I was a bit worried because they hungout a fair bit and the day after my birthday he kissed her, dumped me and now for almost 7 weeks they have been a couple.
    We were so happy before and planned our life together, he was sweet and romantic and said all these lovely things to me about spending our life together and how much he loved me and how he was excited to come to England for xmas before we flew to his home country to start our life together. Since he kissed her he just called me not skype, cried ans said he hasn’t loved me in months which I dont know if its true (he bought his visa and I bought his flight 1 month before the break up, he was so excited and still said all these things how he loved me etc) and he was scared to break up with me ending the perfect relationship etc and resented me for things.
    I am heart broken. Its been 45 days or more of nc and he flew to her home country to spend new year with her and has been there over 2 weeks. I think it is a rebound relationship, they only knew each other for some months as friends and only hung out for 3 weeks before they got together and he always told me how much he missed me and I feel she sniffed around and he allowed himself to get to close then with us arguing he chose her over me. I am not sure.

    I just wonder if I could forgive and take him back if he realises what a huge mistake he has made. I feel there is no reason that is good enough for what he did. Even if I was sad and not being the best gf he was not being the best bf during the long distance and could have done better.
    How would you forgive and forget?
    People say I deserve better and I wouldn’t have done what he did to me and it’s been 7 weeks and he still with her.
    I have been improving myself, happy photo’s on fb and Instagram (he blocked me on both) and I lost weight during the break up though I wasn’t overweight before. I have been planning my move to his home country still and I’ll be living in the same city as him again, I am going to teach English there so I have happy positive things happening in my life and I saw a kind of psychic guy who said that my ex is still in my future and that he may come back around, but that it would have to come from him. But he said I may meet someone else too.
    So I am a bit confused. Do I try and forget my ex having a relationship and having sex with a girl who was my friend, him putting photo’s on fb etc and also he ignores his family and friends who tell him what he is doing to me is bad?
    How would you be able to forgive and trust them again? No that if things got tough in the future again they wont leave?
    The psychic guy said my ex isn’t a cheater normally but he was lonely, but its still no excuse, he was 3 weeks away from coming to me.
    Sorry super long message.

    #24121
    seldog09
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    Hey hayz,

    Tough question. I think we are in very similar boats right now actually.. I was only 1 week away from seeing him and yet still got dumped on the phone. I do sometimes wonder how I would ever forgive him but the truth is that you can’t really live in the past. Being lonely and stressed are not great reasons to be such a d but there must have been some other reasons why he felt as though he couldnt wait for you. Maybe some self reflection is needed here. I know personally that I was a bit of a mess and took him for granted near the end of the relationship because I had exams coming up, and in a long distance relationship that is just a complete killer.

    On a new note, I’ve been socialising heaps and had a party etc with some of our mutual friends, where I told them about some of the dates ive been going on etc. And guess what?? They must have told him that im doing fine etc because not only did he finally send me a huge long text replying to my letter, he also bombarded me with all these questions about what ive been doing and updating me with his life. I played it cool and sent cute/mildly interested but short texts back andddd yes it seems as though the false friendship has SOMEHOW come about. This is a fricken miracle because the guy was stone cold and wasnt giving me ANYTHING to work with.

    Bit of a lol. I was so sure that he hated me. The system works guys.

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