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lmboo that’s funny lol. CONGRATULATIONS! !! THAT’S AWESOME! I’ve been great like you said we were both stressing each other and this time apart is good. I’m just living each day and learning to be happy. that’s crazy that he now cares to ask if you blocked him still. that’s a great friend showing him that he can’t keep using you as a safety net! he should stop lookin for gf and just focus on himself and figuring himself out. there’ll always be a right time to be in a relationship.. there’s always girls to date when he figures himself out whether it be you or anyone. Karma is a B. lol

hey sry for getting bak late.. But I’m same as you. enjoying the ride and just living life lol I’m actually happy and in a good place you know. life is what it is. I can only control my reactions and that’s all I do. and I won’t give the power to someone else by letting them control my life through pain. I moved forward and just you know living my life.. Happiness is a choice I feel. and Im choosing to be happy wit myself and if I find someone else to share that wit then cool and I will. sides I’m enjoying meeting new ppl, talking, flirting going on dates and not having that attachment

ohh ok I was wondering if they knew anything. . how have you been

I completely feel you.. he wasn’t gonna tell her.. she found out I don’t know exactly what she knows but at this point I told myself it’s none of my business anymore I’m moving on and thankful I don’t have to deal with all of that. that’s not wat I want from my significant other and I was being foolish so Im glad he gave mii the slap I needed to open my eyes cause he clearly isn’t well to treat someone you say you love like that and have that kinds situation going on like we are kids.. I want to grow and learn and I didn’t I knew wat was right and now I suffering the consequences but I not gonna mope and make bad decisions anymore.. I don’t think either of our exs understand that. they don’t seem to deal with stress and failures like an adult. it’s sad cause they are causing more pain and hurt to these poor girls and I guess I can’t blame the girls for believing the lies I did.. lol but I’m really glad you are doing a bit better! he definitely is running away sounds like alot happened in the past year for him and he is confused about alot of things but isn’t handling things properly like you said taking time to himself and figuring what steps to take and what to do to achieve his dream.. I dnt know of you agree but it sounds like he can’t be alone, he needs someone.. that’s how my ex is. he acts like he can but he doesnt want to be alone and needs to be with someone when that is his problem… but it’s funny cause being with someone doesn’t mean you stirrer lonely and he is. he pretty much told mii… but mm I know Its not to late for them to learn and see the truth. It’s great that his friends don’t like her and if they think that, then there’s a reason and he’ll see it soon too guess they are both using each other…

well she is an ex so it could b serious.. this could b their getting back together they were together for a while.. they are probably giving them a try it could or could not work which is the same with you guys. . I honestly think he just needs to be by himself and figure his life out then see who he still has feelings for and choose.. he was playing both of you.. that’s why I say don’t have expectations . but wish him well. . she might end up saying no then you find someone else and he losses who kn I was just focus on you tho. I kno the feeling but because of my job I don’t. . I only do that on weekends. Im thinking of going to a puppy barn… heard it makes ppl feel better lol

I know… wat you said thinking that she might have the life with him that you wanted.. mm couldn’t have said it better because that’s honestly the worst thought. and everytime I think that I regress and I’m crying again. don’t think that once that’s happening think of something else that can block that. I think of the fact that I love him and want him happy so if she is that then okay. I think of the fact that I want to be happy too and if he can’t make mii happy then I can’t be sad. I think of my future with kids a good life and my amazing half whoever he is and how Ill still b happy. I know I’ll move forward. I can’t stay down. you can’t stay down. I gave myself one night and cried my freaking heart out. never have I done that and before I fell asleep I said to myself no more tears or crying on this subject none. that’s it lol happy thoughts.. and I tear up from time to time but I try to distract myself.. I have my low times but I try to distract myself but I do not cry at all no more. I go on dates.. I chat with ppl and dress up lol be strong laur.. I know how hard if you have email or what’app we can talk and keep each other focused and rely on each other.. it’s hard to talk to my friends.. I figured they are tired of hearing it and I don’t want to keep bringing them down

how long were you guys together for. . if you don’t want to go on a date then don’t. but just make decisions that are good for you not for anyone else.. who broke up with who? if he does I wouldn’t text bak but if he texts again I would just tell him to give mii some space and if the feeling is mutual then say the felony is mutual but still need space