Sara

Thank you again! I’ve been really struggling today ( 10th day)! My dad is really on my nerve , he wants to intiate contacting him and asking him what is going on and why he is no longer in contact! I have good relation with my parents And they know mistakes were coming from my side and i was the one not treating him right! Im devestated! Very upset ! Its killing me to go through this NC knowing I was the one making the mistakes! He meant the world to me and yet i pushed him away ! I explained before that i was very frustrated with work and my life that did not treat him the way he should have been treated . I was also very hurt in my previous relationship and was cautious ! I want to have him back. I want to have a chance to show him i CARE and that he is misjudging me , precieving me as a person I AM NOT! Its friday night and i am dying to know what he is doing . Earlier i hung out with my friend and eat and went shopping. I am trying to work on myself but not even a min he is out of head . Please help and let me if i should start contacting. My situation is different! You see ,,, i was the one dumped and made the mistakes . I am not trying to make things up And i cant fool myself . I know what i did wrong and i want to prove to him that i loe and care for him before its too late . Too afraid if time goes by and he becomes discouraged !!! 🙁 please let me know whats the best thing to do in my case ..

Thank you for reading my posts and your responds again. Today is the 9th day. I have not contacted him at all and no social media posts or nothing from my side. I have not heard from him neither. I hate feeling that he forgot me or to think that he thinks i moved on . Specially when he thought before that he was not important to me that much , which was never the case ! I sometimes want to text him so badly and just see how he is holdong up and what he is upto! But everywhere i read , the NC has been said to be promising and very effective making me gery hesisant to break the rule! I dont know how far i can go with NC . But i know that he is on my mind 24/7 even when i try to distract myself not thinking about him. I just know that no matter what he must miss me too 🙁 and he MUST be willing to give it another try if we are really meant to be together . I just know i dont have control over it. However sometimes i think what if he is also playing the NC as well!! Again , i know guys dont think same ways as grls do but he has not removed any of my pictures yet ! ( I dont check often)

Thank you male-nurse! Its my 7th day and I don’t feel any better. Yes I work , I see my friends, but days just go on with no real meaning for me. I feel sick in my stomach and have no real appetite. I have strong urge and tendency to call or text him now and just pour my heart out once again. I am mad in a way, thinking that he lied to me and if he loved me he would never ended it , no matter what!!!!

I sold my car and traded it for another one recently, they called from the dealership and asked for this key lock for the wheel which he had the last time he was here, when he took my car to fix it . They kept calling and emailing asking where it was from the dealer. I did not want to contact my ex and ask him , My dad called him and left him a simple vmail saying that very politely if he could call him back saying where he might have put the keys last night at 730pm. He NEVER RETURNED HIS CALL BACK 🙁

I feel devastated! thinking to myself what he is really thinking? he probably thinks its completely over that he never even responded my dad regarding this matter. I did not ask my dad to call by the way, he did himself! because it was important to know where the keys were placed.

Please help me. Should I give up and sent him an email ( its 7 days ) or just wait.

I feel terrible …..