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She was very lucky to have you. I wish someone wanted to try that much with me. I love to much and give myself my all. I haven’t had someone love me more
I’m still having a bad day after last night. Aside from feeling betrayed and lied to over and over. I feel unwanted, jealous, and confused. :'(
That’s a good way to put it and there is no reason as to why you should move on so soon. Because in the long run that relationship will fail sine it’s a rebound.
Yes that is true. I still haven’t grasped that concept for myself. Don’t know how long it’ll take for me to do so.
Your right! And you should have fun and experience things even if your doing it alone. As long as you get out there though
I’m 30. I see what I’ve overcome in the past given the cards that life has dealt me. I know what I have to offer someone but even then it’s hard for me to see past that. Something that I’ve been working very hard to surpass especially this past few months.
The good thing is that your tried and as for the few day relationship you didn’t have to go through more heartache. Mine lasted for several of years. Half a decade of cheating after cheating and lying. That definitely did a number on me. Which made me have a very low self esteem. Which I already had to begin with but that just added to it.
Haha. I think I hold a lot of resentment and held on to a lot of hurt and emotional trauma that made me carry it over to this last relationship. So I guess in a way I was bitter too.
I think eventually I’ll get to the bitterness stage. I’m still at the hurt and anger stage. At least I have you to talk to. It actually makes me feel a little better
You know that no matter what happened in the past you always give the benefit of the doubt to a new person and give your trust. Except you end up getting hurt and with each person that does that you loose a bit of yourself till you have nothing left to give. Or very little left that you don’t know who you are anymore.
No problem I’m here to lend an ear. I know how hard it is going through this and not having anyone to talk to. I myself am having a really bad night. I feel so mad and hurt that I don’t know what to do. I just want to cry until I can’t anymore. I found out he’s at a work party right now and it’s usually a big to do. Black tie and everything. I had been asking him since a little before Dec when they were going to have the party but he kept saying he didn’t know. I feel betrayed and it makes me think he’s with someone else. My friends tell me to move on and to stop holding onto something that’s not there anymore. I’m so dumb that I refuse to accept that. I’m a mess right now and full of anger.
Its a shame that you try your best but still get nothing in return. It sounds like your coming to terms with it and are looking at the bright side of things. I’m sure she’ll regret it especially when you are no longer there.
Nightdeleon, I’m sorry to hear that and sorry to get back to you so late. I just saw your reply. Have you heard back from her since you gave the letter to her?
