Starting second round of NC

Hopefully my last update for the next week
Ok so I did today what I had planned the whole week. I send her a message this morning. Telling her that the TV show we used to watch in the mornings are now back on air. I did not get a reply. An hour later I got the random group snap again…

She clearly is trying to move on (dispite what many have said in other comments) but she also seems to be inquisitive. For some reason it is like she needs to know that the door is still half open. Just in case.
I am still very sure this is because she is being forced by herself not to love me. There is so much in her life, and with me so far away she cant get it to work. If this happends on a conscious or subconscious level I dont know. And I dont really care anymore…

The plan now
I am taking up No Contact again for the next week. When I am in No Contact I am the one that feels good. And I need that now… I felt good after the last NC as well, but somehow she managed to turn the tables around in just one day so “she was in charge again”. And after this NC, I dont know what I will do. I have 2 scenarios:

a) Reply shortly when she reaches out. (Ex: “Im Ok” when she asks how I am and “Had something I needed to do” when she asks what I am doing in her city and such).

b) Completely remove her from my life. Remove her from snapchat and facebook, and move on with my life. And if she questions this I will just tell her that “There is no spot left for you in my life, sorry. Please do not contact me anymore”

I dont know anymore… Hopefully I will know better in a week…

Thanks @TravelBug you have been a great support to me.
Guess I was just a little anggry at her when I wrote this 🙂

The company I work at is opening a new office in her city. And when she saw me like that status on Facebook she texted me: “Are you being relocated here?“…

It seems to be the only thing that actually interrests her about me right now.
My job search in her city and the fact I am getting ready to move to that city (Ive put my house up for sale)

She is trying to avoid to much contact with me. But she is very interrested in me coming closer to her, as the distance was the issue (if you ask me)

I really wanted to reply: “Why are you so interrested in this? 🙂” or “You seem a little to interrested in this, why? 🙂“…

But I didn´t 🙂

I am moving there… Sooner or later. 🙂

It is a great city, and I have been wanting to move there for a long time. Even before I meet her. I just need to get a job there first. (I dont really like the job I have now)…

But right now the house needs to be sold first. Then I can either say yes to a relocation or yes to a new job… 🙂

@NeverGiveUp

i think by asking her when you are going to work out together was a bad move….

1. you gave her the ability to shut you down.
2. shows that you are looking forward to doing that with her.
3. shows that you’ll go whenever she is available.

dont put her in a position of power.

To be honest I was at a state of mind where I didn´t even care. Wrote her what I felt like and didn´t care how she would take it.

1. I didn´t give her the ability to shut me down, as she has already said yes to working out prior to this. But yes, it was risky. But love is risky! 🙂
2. Yes it show I am looking forward to it. Is this a bad thing? I am in re-attraction fase, so looking forward to a meeting, isn´t that a good thing?
3. No, I am not avaible all the time as we didn´t set up a date, and I still have the option of saying “no sorry I can´t tomorrow, how about next week”

When I said I am doing “a lot of things” in her city and she replied “What is a lot of things” I am sure I have made her wonder a bit…

I am going to her city again next weekend. I will make sure to update my facebook about it, and she if she asks aboutt what I am doing again 🙂

This is the end for me!
Thank you for all help and support. But I have offically given up now.
Yesterday I removed her from all social medias (Facebook, snapchat ect)

I cannot take this anymore. I feel like shit.
Sometimes I feel like she still have feelings for me and that is why she contacts me. And then she goes cold and I feel like she is just using me to make it easier on her.
My feelings are like a rollercoaster. I can be so happy after her texts, but 1 hour later I can feel like shit.

I cant take it anymore, and I dont deserve to feel like this!

So I am letting her go and moving on. Hard as it may be.

She hasn´t texted me yet about this. Maybe she hasn´t noticed?
Or maybe she doesn´t care?

I hope to get some sort of comment so I can tell her:
“I think we need to go our seperate ways now. It was nice to know you, I wish you the best of luck in the future. Hope you will find happiness”

Or something like that. I really wanted to be mean to her, and tell her that she has been a terrible friend these last months, and she has threated me like shit. I really want to tell her how I feel that the entire relationship was based on a lie….