This string is such a good idea. I’m on day 0, second round. Broke it after 12 days and I feel like I’m back at square 1. I felt so great and focused on myself for once and not on him and his needs. Now I’m stuck in this loop of obsession. He had a date. She spent the night.. I’m heartbroken all over again. I met with him tonight and he is irritated with my pain. I blew it and pleaded and told him I loved him. Asked him to tell me we were done for good, but he says he can’t. He doesn’t know what the future will hold. So tomorrow I’m back to NC day 1. I’m also joining a gym and am going to go get eyelash extensions! I’m going to work on me! I have to focus on moving forward and making my life better… without him.