michelle13

I think the best course here is to apply NC. She’s by now used to you contacting her that it may be irritating her. The NC may feel like forever but it has to be done. Don’t try looking her up because it will hurt and discourage you more if you see her with someone else. I know that’s how I would feel. I would wait 30 and maybe more days until contacting her again. Make her miss you. I’m sorry you’re going through this.