He broke up with me last sunday.its only today that ive decided to stop acting like a doormat and be strong again even if i get weak and start missing him and crying.that hurts its seing him online on whatsapp i hope the NC works its my day 1.even if he was decisive and said hurting things after we decided to get married .still have hope i wont give up i have faith i wish i succed (sorry for my bad ) english is not my native language.good luck everyone xx