Jup1ter

Sickandtired thanks for sharing that.

I’m on day 4 of a third NC that lasted about a week each. I just realized me blocked me on his phone. I’m still on his social media. But I feel at the same time horrible that he’s blocked me… But also relieved that I know now he didn’t see most of my pathetic texts which is great! Lol. Silver lining. But I’m not sure I can do this. I feel awful. Especially in the mornings when I first wake up. Before I’m fully awake I forget that he isn’t there just for a second, and then I open my eyes and realize he’s gone and my heart aches again. I need this man back. Feel so pathetic but it’s true.