jeeya018

Hey guys, thank you for your response. The thing is I had been very rude to him for the past 6 years and always took him for granted. I was too career oriented and did not want to commit myself. I realised that I really love him last year when we were in a long distance. Now that he is back, he seems stronger and says that I am the reason for the lost of feelings for I used to fight daily and never showered him with love.
Now that I have changed and want a chance to save the relationship and lead a happy life with him, he says he is fed up with all my tantrums, always nagging around and being obstinate. I fear if going NC will result in losing him completely since I never gave him the love he deserves. I want to repent for all the wrongs did to him but I am confused of how to convince him that I am a changed person now and I want him back in my life and wont repeat those mistakes 🙁 I have tried to be loving, sending him romantic messages everyday but no positive response from his side. He says, good that I have changed but things will not work out.