@Martin
I don’t mean to sound negative by any means, and I am actually hoping to find some help within your words, or encouragement.
But since a whole year has passed, how do you know that things will be differently?
I guess I am having a hard time believing myself… My ex and I split. I asked her to come back to me to work things out, and she actively chose her ex boyfriend over me.. I am not sure I could see beyond her choosing another man that she admitted “he won’t ever love her” and “they don’t have passion” over myself.