alexb

My depression will always be something I have to deal with. In retrospect I’m actually glad I went through such a shitty episode (even if it did end my relationship) because now I have a better understanding of my triggers and signs to look for. Hopefully knowing these signs can allow me to talk about it before it becomes a real problem and affects others. Communication is still hard for me but is much better than it was a year ago. Right now I don’t have a school picked out to go to but the distance can vary between a state away to 3,000 miles apart. If, and this is a big if, we did reconnect we would only be in a LDR for 6 months since she is right behind me for graduating and doesn’t plan on graduate school. We would have the ability to make something work. We had been in a LDR before together. It was hard but if it came down to it we could figure something out. But again that’s a big if, and I’m not holding my breath for it or making any serious plans. More or less just preparing for anything.