You do, you just need to start being more positive, more up beat, be happy, enjoy life, understand you dont need him to be happy! You are responsable of your own happiness! Go to the gym it helped me alot! Many people are also complementing me on my physique! Find something to make you happy, im pretty sire you have a bunch of positives things you dont focus on.. life is wonderful we just have to stop being depressive and negative all the time and open our eyes instead of keeping them shut to the beauty of life