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Yea, but she was speaking to him before. So obviously, she was interested in him. She just didn’t pursue it because of me.
Who knows 🙁 And I’m sure we could 🙂
I think we are both stronger than we were when we first started!
If she was interested in him she wouldn’t have stayed, she was confused and then her parents made her split up with you!
We are stronger we have our moments but that’s natural…
DAY 20 tomorrow! That’s a massive achievement.
That is true. It is so bad. She was so paranoid and told me not to speak with other girls, and behind my back was doing that!
Yes, day 20! It feels so good. I do not feel so powerless and worthless now. I feel as though I have my power back 🙂
So it was her insecurities that made her do it!
I feel like I’m getting it back but he still had my heart so need to get back
Yea, I am feeling a bit down today. We need to recover.
We just need time! I cannot wait until the weather improves too – will things a lot easier.
Time is an amazing healer and not getting no response from them makes me feel less rejected.
The sunmer is always easier as people want to do things and get out more 🙂
Time can heal some of the wounds, I hope. Ha. But now, it feels like starting from all over again. She will be back in the UK now probably. Which means I have to think of her with him again.
I feel rubbish. She has her facebook on complete lockdown, so I cannot see anything – it feels like she is dead.
But I am sure, I will feel better in two weeks when I have built up no contact again, now that she is back here.
It can its just a long road! It will be when she’s back in the country again who says they are still together! I know nothing of my ex for all I know he could be someone….
My ex is the same still no facebook which is good! Helps not to know what he’s doing!
It will get better when the full 30 days are up
Yes, Facebook makes things difficult. I have locked my Facebook up now for good. Part of me thinks that the next 10 days will be very difficult for me.
We shall see. I think it will be maybe fine once Valentines Day has gone too, haha. Have you had a good day?
It does so I’ve deleted all of our mutual friends and went on complete lockdown! It’s better not knowing…don’t see it that way about the 10 days we can do it!
Ye I’m not looking forward to Valentine’s day…but let’s try and get a date for it 🙂
It’s been ok went out for a walk seen a friend for coffee, how’s yours been?
Ha, I have consciously decided to stop dating. It makes me feel worse. I am going to be alone, so that I can recover. We will do it, of course,10 days will go quickly, I am sure!
I just have been at home doing housework etc today. Not too much tbf. I cannot wait to go to work tomorrow, it keeps my mind busy.
Ye I’m the same really, I will go out though, but my smile on and go out with my single friends! Look how quick the last 19 days have gone 🙂
I know what you mean, work keeps the mind working and not focusing totally on them.
Exactly. Jeez, I feel very withdrawn from her today. She seems so far away and it has been so long since we last spoke. I think we last spoke in September. Not good 🙁
Oh really September! I don’t think she spoke to you because you went in needy desperate mode! But know you haven’t done any of that in 19 days she will get curious..
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