paradoxical

He texted me…

Asking how my job was then a few min later said hope everything is going well. then about an hour later again saying “I really am hoping life is going well for you, its been a tough up here”

I was at work which is why I never responded. I did respond now though.. just shocked.

I said (pharaphrased here…) “Im doing great thanks for asking, sorry I was at work. My job is going well, always busy. Something bzare happens everday, haha. Sorr life isnt treating you well 🙁 Whats up with that? I here to talk about anything whenever”

And then he said hes having family issues. And then we talkled a little and hes might be coming down in a few weeks to my city to help his brother move so if hes around he’ll let me know. And he said hes glad were not on bad terms and he wanted to give me space after everything happened.

Then I joked that yeah, im glad were on bad terms too but everyone else around here hates him. haha. And he said he knew that but he knew me better than to be hateful towards people. And than said he wants things to be better for us. After that we just talked for a while and caught up on life. And at the end as I was saying goodnight I said Id talk to him another time, and goodnight ____. And he said “Have fun. Talk another time. Goodnight ___”

I sure hope you’re right

I hope thats what he meant. Im worried he just meant he doesnt want us to hate eachother anymore. Haha. Only time will tell.

Yeah, Im gonna wait a couple days.. see what happens.

there is a nice but sad song saying goodbye is never a easy thing but you never said you stay forever it’s Taylor Dane love will leave you back hopefully she will come back because it hurts like hell one will never know even though we are only friends I have a empty space in my heart why I don’t really know when my wife left me after 28 years I didn’t have these kind of feelings I find strange but I know that we can forgive but never forget you have to take a look at yourself and say do I want to people make mistakes no one is perfect world never have never will you have to do some soul searching

I think he though I was seeing someone else.
When I snapchatted him he seemed sad and was like.. who are you with? And when I responded my brother and his wife he was smiling and said oh okay!