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That’s why I didn’t even feel like writing about it.. 🙁 Today is 4th day of nc and he is leaving for another country and asked me to come along with him just like that but as being what I don’t actually know, I told him that my intention is marriage but he says he doesn’t thinking about marriage as he feels he is not ready then I said its over, he said he will not forget me as if hes saying it to a friend of his, I feel useless and miserable..we have been together for 2.2 years with couple of times break ups. He didn’t love me for real, he wouldn’t want to loose me if he did and now he got a job offer and leaving for another country and he sounded so chill and cool, excited about it leaving me beside as if I am nothing. We had dreams going abroad together, everything he said was just pure lies :'( I am so…
Hi sweetie
I am experiencing the same. We broke up 4 days ago after being together for almost 2 years. We were thinking about going to US together for working and living, like exploring the world while we are young. Then turned out I wasn’t able to do it with my visa but he had applied for the role and will find out whether he can go this Friday. A while ago I asked him if I can’t go will he go, he said of course not the purpose of going to US is with me. But on the night leading up our breakup I asked him the same question he said” I will think about it when I find out the result”, but then we broke up. If he find out he can go,now he will go with no hesitation and leave me behind. II feel that I am stupid too and the person whom you love can just toss you aside like a toy easily.
Hi, sorry to hear that but you just can’t help with not feeling that way. They are pure selfish and maybe they are doing it the right way, I’m also thinking about going far away, hes not leaving that far. I did really think and feel about sharing the rest of my life with him but hes leaving just like that easy and today is 5th day of nc and there’s nothing from him, I just can’t believe how it be this easy for him, so sad. I will also build a new life for myself so far away…sometimes I’m so mad at him, sometime miss him so bad and sometimes full with anger how could he be this selfish while telling he loves me all bs, all lie, just odd words only, played with me like a toy.
Today is 6th day of NC and nothing..This time he is not going to bother himself contacting me in any way, he quit his current job and leaving for his homeland soon don’t know exactly when but soon…Then he will be leaving for another country for this new job and will be making a new beginning for himself without me, he doesn’t bother at all none..I’m so mad. He doesn’t care about me at all, doesn’t even bther thinking of me I’m sure, happy with his life without me as he is relieved. :'(
I have done NC before and it has worked but I just couldn’t use that well I was so stupid that I fall for his words only, lies that I should have waited for real actions but no I didn’t and he took advantage of it again and did the same thing so its all my mistake.
He just let it finish so easy, accepted everything that he should leave me behind which I think was not difficult for him at all, cuz he doesn’t give a sht at all..
He is over for sure this time.I’m kinda giving up…I feel as he already did.
We broke up quite number of times before, this is the final one I guess.
What is there to say ” I will not forget you ” as if saying it to someone he came a cross on his way just for fun had some enjoying memories, what the hck! this thought drives me crazy… it means this time its over for sureWatch this video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gOt3HS9c0Ro
Thanks alot! But its too late for me I guess, I made all of the mistakes even maybe the ones that were not told.
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