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Since yesterday I’ve been too much thinking about him bcs yesterday is the day he celebrated Paskah and usually he is in his hometown having time with his family. So I thought about what his family reaction about the broke up is, and its really tiring for me. Last night I posted some pict and his sister liked it. Its normal for some people, but not for me bcs she dont follow me, I’m the one who following her. So it provoke my curiosity and the “too much thinking” habit, and today I woke up with a fast heartbeat, like its gonna blow up 🙁
@Lisa26 maybe you have to stop thinking about what he think or what will happen because it doesnt worth anything, only become a burden to you.
@mechanical_penguin86 Im not in that condition bcs he blocked me in the social media. There were some time when I also blocked him but just for few days bcs I thought it such inmaturity act, so I unblocked him. I just posted what I want to post, but there is no post that mean for him, like Kevin said post everything that world can enjoyed and keep all the sad to ourself.
Thats good for you, I hope you can be better with your new activity 🙂I try to.. its hard i overthink things lol.
So today back at work.
I walk in and he said hi lisa how are you.. i answer then he starts talking to me about his dad and mum, his had problems with his mum…
I just had to bring him back from site and was talking about work and his personal life, how his broke with money he needs extra work etc.@Lisa26 I think he really want to talk to you, I dont know what his intention is, but maybe he start to missing you 🙂
Day 4 and feeling down. Three days of texting from my ex. A sappy love song, a pic of someone with her at a bar with a caption happy birthday and yesterday a message that she wasted 12 months of her life on me. I’m holding strong just trying to figure out the nice to nasty messages.
Day 7 and it’s killing me. I was the dumpee but the dumper has contacted me 4 times. I don’t respond but they range from nice to shitty. It’s weird but I am as worried about getting a text as I am about not getting one. WTF!
I’m on day 9 of NC and holy F! It feels like it’s been a lifetime 🙁 It sucks when you go from talking 24/7 to BOOM. Nothing. It’s terribly hard on me. (If you havent read about my situation, you can read it, i posted it in a seperate forum) Everytime something happens (good or funny etc) i want to text him and tell him.. only to remember. Wait! I can’t 🙁
He hasn’t texted me either since he broke up with me. However, he does check my snapchat stories 😀 😀 on which i appear happy. (although im far from it in reality)
I wish NC would get easier. Tomorrow I’m going to text his mom Happy mothersday out of respect to her, because i do LOVE his family and his family loves me <3
I’m on day 2, holding up strong so far. He’s contacted me once already trying to see how I’m doing, but I’m dedicated to this and I want to get myself to a happier place before I try to talk to him again.
I am struggling with hope though. We had a smaller breakup prior to this big one, where we kinda not officially got back together shortly afterwards. We went to a party together and he saw me chatting with another guy and FLIPPED, which makes me think he might still have very strong feelings for me, because in my previous experience when I’ve fallen out of love I was extremely happy to watch my ex find somebody else. Now it’s the other way around.
He told me he doesn’t love me anymore, does anybody think an outburst of jealousy immediately prior to breaking up implies that he does?
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