Boards Reconciliation Is it too late for NC?

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    leidy1000
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    You seem to be going through a strugle. It’s normal i went through many of those. You really loved him and you are suffering the loss of the relationship. Probably you miss your friendship. However everything will be ok. I wish you lots of luck on your date.

    Im doing very good. My head is on my future. Im always positive that good things are coming. Now I decided to change my major to pharmacist. I have a trip coming up soon. I feel like my life is even better than when i was with him. My life is so much more stable. I also have 0 to little worries. No headaches and no heartaches. Things are really going well. I can say my life doesn’t suck without him.

    #109909
    mariahbalenciaga
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    Yeah it’s weird we weren’t together along time but I fell so so hard for him. It hurts so bad. I’m so glad you’re coping without your ex

    #109910
    leidy1000
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    Im so sorry about that. I know how you feel. Falling out of love on purpose hurts so bad. You imagine how sad your future will be without him. You also feel bad he lost the best gf ever. We all think that but in fact the opposite happens. You will also cope without your ex. Im sure you will.

    #110007
    mariahbalenciaga
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    How’re you doing? Missing him again today. Idk if to reach out at all.

    #110009
    leidy1000
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    Same here. I miss my relationship. My best friend and company. He made me feel so special by just being together. In this cold days i miss his heat. Ugh I just can’t believe its over like that. How can a person say he loves you for 8 years and one day act so cold and decide to break it off and be apart from you.
    Im going through the whys again but this time im accepting it. I just miss that. This is the first time ever that I go through a long term relationship break up. It sucks!!!

    Only God knows what will happen later. It hasn’t even been a month that I decided to let go, and i miss him so much. He again texted me a hi how are u msg. I didn’t reply ofcourse because I won’t break my promise and have to stay strong for my baby girl.

    #110082
    mariahbalenciaga
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    You really are strong. The more assholes I encounter I just sit and miss him. The guy I was supposed to date is vile but I’ve started to like him too. I just want my ex back. I can’t cope with not speaking to him.

    Surely the fact he still has my number saved and unblocked is promising?

    #110083
    leidy1000
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    Yes Im strong if that means not replying haha. Im sorry about your date. Don’t be in a relationship with a bad person.

    Id say having your number means hes not ready to let go of you. Once he deletes your number he probably wont hear from u again. So id say its a sign that he wants to talk to u in the future.

    #110084
    mariahbalenciaga
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    I text him drunk again lol

    He said he’s happy and to go away and I think he blocked my number. I guess it’s forever over. Im heartbroken

    #110085
    mariahbalenciaga
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    He text me this morning saying his girlfriend saw the message and he doesn’t wanna fuck it up with her.

    #110086
    mariahbalenciaga
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    He said I’ve fucked his relationship up and never to speak to him again. I hate myself so much. I think this is it now

    #110089
    leidy1000
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    Omg im so sorry. Maybe now you delete his number and won’t reach out anymore. I know it hurts but this is life. Every beginning has an ending. And this was the end of that. Now stick your heart back together, and start all over with someone new.

    I believe that you can move on faster than me. Just set your mind to do it. I can’t even think of kissing another man. My heart says move on but my mind needs time. Why does everything has to be so complicated? Ugh

    #110090
    leidy1000
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    What did you say though?

    #110091
    mariahbalenciaga
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    I just said I’d realised that I wasn’t as innocent

    #110092
    leidy1000
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    So by saying that you messed up his relationship?

    #110093
    mariahbalenciaga
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    Apparently so. Cos I text him. I don’t think we’ll ever speak again

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