He left me for another girl

My boyfriend who I was dating longer than any other had left me just a few days ago…

Maybe it’s just the break-up blues or PMS… But I just really want him back. I just don’t know if it’s a good idea… (warning I may do a little venting here) XD

He had told me that we didn’t have enough common interests even though we had the same morals and similar personalities and he actually left me for the ex he was dating before me. They only lasted a month and she broke up with him. He wants to get back with her because they have more in common and blah blah blah.. Maybe I was just a rebound, but he was the first person I ever truly loved and I just feel so lost without him…

The thing is, is he has this vision set up in his head that when he is older he will go camping all the time, go to these races with these expensive cars he plans on buying and he wants to have at least one boy. I don’t care what girl he goes to I know that not all of that will come true because that’s life… We first broke up with a day, he had called me… But then I went over to see you know why the heck would you leave for such a stupid reason.

After I came over to talk we ended up making out and all that crap… And then he promised me he’d stay… LITERALLY, the next day we broke up. Gosh.

Heres the other thing, I feel like iv’e been used. We both went farther than we ever did in our past relationships and I feel like he kinda just used me to get an idea of what to do with any new girl he’d get… I have to wonder if he ever really loved me at all…

I know it’s probably stupid to want to get back with him… And I’m not even sure yet if I want to.. Does anyone think I should even give it a try?