He contacted me..what does he want?

I think at this point, I’m done communicating with him. He knows I love him but I know my worth. Any further communication I initiate WL not make me feel good and will make him doubt that I wAs serious about how I felt. If he really wants to make things right, he will contact me. I just hope I didn’t completely push him away?? I want him to come back whole heartedly or not at all and it has to come from within him. I just don’t know of he will at this point and how to handle it if he does…

Thanks a.z for all your support. I will do just that:)

For some reason I had a week moment and broke. I texted him Sunday and said “how can you do this to us? Our relationship meant a lot to me and I hate that this has happened to us” he responded ” I understand but I can’t change how I feel or think about things” and I replied ” you said you would try and I wasn’t seeing it. I love you” (I know pretty bad right?) then I asked if we can get together and talk tonight and he agreed. I know I’ve made some mistakes here..it was at a point of weakness which I’m usually pretty strong. I feel like I get mixed messages from him. How do I handle tonight? I know he’s gonna say I don’t see us working and if I ask him to try he might agree but not give it his all. He will give me resistance either way. I don’t want to sound needy although yesterday was probably not a good day. I want to appear strong but soft and want him to agree to try in a committed relationship. I really need advice which I know I must start to listen to.. Nothing else is working!

Ok will do. I have one question for you..what is the theory behind telling him there are thousands of opportunities for us..I mean do I need to highlight that?

Ok and how do you read that he is still communicating and is on the fence or resisting but still wants to see me?