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Hello,
It is actually not day 1, it has been over a month when he texted me last time only words no action at all or maybe he sent me those messages out of boredom maybe anyways, but I’m trying to finish him in my mind heart whatever and today is the first day. And yes I’m not here about getting him back, I’m just here to heal myself because its been over a year, oh my goodness this is not healthy no way.
From today on I’m never going to check anything related to him nothing, even I will try my best to pass the thoughts, memories when they pop up in my head.
I hope this will work for me to give up on all about him, I don’t want any single thing to be left related to him.
So I’m just here to unburden myself whatever is in me I’m gonna write here from time to time..Hi Malinda,
I understand where you are coming from. I initially came here with the intention of working the 30 day no contact and then trying to get back together. However, I am now in a different place and it has only been a short time of NC. I am 99.9% sure I do not want him back now.At any rate, I hope posting helps you through the moving on process – I will try to check in with you from time to time!
@octopus2016 Thanks for taking your time reading my post which I believe you did understand. I read all of your posts, I guess you’re in love with him but I’m sure your silence kills him thats the best respond, and these guys sounded kinda same to me, I’m guessing great manipulators at the same time charming attractive in some way and very smart, its like they can get any type of women they want but they make you feel as if really special. This goes on and on.
Anyway, now I feel this urge again to check what hes been upto but I just came here to write and its been only one day. I’m not going to do it.
I’m going to move to another city where my sister and one of my close friend live in, maybe I will start working there for sometime, for a change..And I also should find myself other things that might stir up my interest.
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