I am still in a refective state. I looked back at some emails today that I had with a friend. And I remember a week before she ended things, I suggested a trial separation and she started crying, got worried and complained of chest pains – that’s how worried she was. I don’t understand, because obviously, she had already seen the other guy at this point, and her parents were putting pressure on her to end it with me and consider others. It just doesn’t make sense.