Thanks for the advice JT.it helped me build up my resolve.
So, it’s been 37 days and he still hasn’t said a word to me. I’m sending off my letter later today. I hope he speaks to me after receiving it but at the same time I’m not expecting him to.
Surprisingly enough I’m OK with that. If he does awesome and if he doesn’t, it’s no big deal. The world still goes ’round and tomorrow will bring a new day. I feel like I’ve come a long way from the crying mess I was when I started 37 days ago.