smokinjo03

I totally hear you. I wouldn’t say it’s wxacrly what I wanted to hear but like I said before I’m looking for answers to something I’ll never find out I’m sure. I know the best route is to not reach out to her at all and learning of this new “relationship” so soon means that she’s been speaking to this guy for a couple weeks before as well. So I’ve thought how she hasn’t even really had time to miss me or even begin to settle down from anger. I guess time is the only thing that will tell in the end. I guess I can only hope I hear from her soon and that this rebound is exactly that and doesn’t work out in the end. From what I hear of the dude I don’t think it will last long. As far as cheating…there was nothing physical. And she knows that and I think she’s starting to believe that after initially saying she didn’t believe me. But then again, I’m not sure. Do you think there should ever be a time where I should reach out to her or Ellet her do it on her own terms? Like I said she seemed to get angrier as time went on. Which I understand…we talked of engagement not long before this happened. I’m just sick to my stomach daily over it obviously and wish I could have her back. My question is if I’m doing everything I said I would as far as improving as a person, both mentally and physically how will she know? We have no feom on communication through and social media as well…..