Skoll

I broke the crap out of no contact today. I couldn’t help myself, he started it haha. It wasn’t bad though…and I felt absolutely horrible because today I found something that I had worried was stolen. We had quite a bit of trust issues going on before…so I had jumped to conclusions and this thing going missing ultimately lead to our breakup. I apologized because I didn’t feel right waiting 30 days to tell him I was dead wrong.

His first text was “Hey…I take it you don’t wanna talk?”

Could not help myself, I caved waaay too quick.

“I do…I just want to make sure I’m not smothering you. Plus today hasn’t really been a great day :/”

I did this because I wasn’t sure if telling him about the NC period would help.

“Ah you’re not smothering me… have you been getting my texts?”

I hadn’t been. He had apparently sent four, but my phone won’t receive texts if the battery is low. From what he told me, they were pretty short, and at one point he thought I was mad. He also followed up with asking me how I was. I’m supposed to meet him in the city tomorrow to give him his stuff, and he asked me if I wanted to sit down and have coffee with him soon (not tomorrow). I’m actually kind of scared. I don’t want to move too fast back into this and screw it all up, but he seems pretty willing to make things right…at least I think so, anyways. I didn’t do no contact very long at all…is this still too soon? I don’t want to reject him to do NC if it’s going to backfire.