Thanks KR. I feel a little better now after hanging out with a friend. He finally replied to my 4 texts that he thinks we just need to be done. And I agreed with him. I think I felt so self loathing about the situation because I let him make me feel that way, which has happened before. I’m only human. Im not perfect. And him being so unaccepting of the situation just makes me realize I need a person who is more accepting of me, flaws and all. I think this site helped in that I did try to improve myself. But it also helped me to realize I finally just need to be done with this relationship. We tried so many times and it didn’t work. Maybe the next person I date will be the person I end up with, maybe I won’t find that person for another 6 years. But thats okay. I don’t need a perfect relationship, I just need to find someone whose accepting of the fact that I’m not perfect.
Thanks again 🙂