Pain

Thank you for saying this, I have found the one and because it’s long distance and we fought because of several reasons I know she is my one. I’m the puppy in this situation always checking on her and trying to swade her judgement and because of everything she’s completely shutt off to everyone and everything, she doesn’t care she tells me about anything. She still wants to come see me and honestly I’ve never wanted something so much but my fears of her finding someone else brings massive bouts of panic and I stalk her on social media and work myself up.

Regardless of all this pain I am so deeply in love with her I would go through anything just to make her smile. You know when they are the one and people don’t seem to grasp that.