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I’ve grown up considerably, I feel.
I was a total moron back then and a complete inconsiderate asshole to her when I cut contact.
I thought cutting her off would help me move on and forget her. I’ve been in complete denial for these last five years. I’ve been in other relationships, and they’ve all failed because something was missing – Her. It’s always been her I’ve longed for.
I hope that some day we can get to know eachother again and that she may find the strength to forgive me and trust me.
@Gamecoder.nz
We were never officially together due to distance, but we had a sort of fling for four years.
She got in touch almost every day to tell me about her day. She would often tell me how she things reminded her of me like sitting next to group of English people.
We would see eachother during the summer. Eventually, during my gap year, she invited me to her prom in Paris and we went together. I was surprised by the fact that all her friends knew me. One of her friends even told me that I had no idea how much she would talk about me.
I really liked her back then, in fact I was so deeply in love. She never knew this though.
I was really insecure back then and I managed to convince myself that she didn’t like me, no matter how obvious it should have been.
This is the reason I cut contact – I thought it would help me move on and forget about her. This was a couple of weeks after we had gone to her Prom. I cut her off completely.
