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She didn’t get back from lake placid on time. So we’re going to lunch this coming Friday. I’m incredibly nervous for it.

Just wanted to update this.

So I reached out to my ex with music from our favorite singer that came out. We had a very brief conversation including the holidays and such but that was it.
A couple days ago she texted me “I know this is probably a long shot, and feel free to say no, but would I be able to borrow your sisters snowboarding boots for a couple days”

I deliberated a while because I didn’t want to feel like I was being used because she knows I would do anything for her. Eventually I decided to say “sure perhaps I can give them to you over lunch or something” she said that she was leaving the next morning but we could do lunch when she comes back from her vacation and returns them.

So she came over to pick up the boots 2 nights ago and we talked outside and joked around for a few minutes outside (both of us smiling and laughing a lot, but all of the conversation leading up to us actually meeting up felt very platonic) but after she left I texted her and said she may want to consider a helmet if it’s anything like last time we went. She joked about a few things and then said she needed to go to bed because she was leaving early tomorrow.

I guess the reason I’m writing all of this is because I’m asking if any of that means anything? And how I should handle lunch? I know this is the girl for me, and every time I see her, see that smile, and hear that laugh, I know that she’s the one and I fall in love even more.