Thanks Patricia – yes, he’s a functioning alcoholic and I’m a recovering one. His drinking got worse and was spiralling after lockdown.
I know – I’m really confused at this point about why I would even want someone who treated me so poorly – but I would at least like to have him as a friend.
This is so heartbreaking.
I’m on day 4 of a 45 day no contact and I’m already feeling like I’ve put enough into this already.