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February 26, 2017 at 8:17 pm in reply to: Should I date someone as well during the No Contact Rule? #72856
@patricia12 – I feel cheated right now because even though I want to believe that my attitude was the reason of the breakup, with everything that she’s showing, the real reason is the ex. That’s the part that hurts me, yes, she loved me but she is also still in love with the guy, it was so unfair to me. And I feel so stupid with that. I don’t know what to do. Will I still contact her or not anymore?
February 26, 2017 at 11:15 am in reply to: Should I date someone as well during the No Contact Rule? #72852@patricia12 – Hi, I’ve been doing better now. I got myself some things but now I feel so devastated. I want to be angry with her. I saw our common friends like the relationship status of the girl, she is now back together with the guy. I want to be angry as hell for not being honest. I feel so disrespected. Its less than a month then this is what happens. I want to message her how I feel and all but I’m thinking about it because on Tuesday, I will go to my previous office to get some documents and her cousins are there (the one who introduced me to her). I don’t know what will my approach will be. I feel so cheated right now and so devastated.
February 19, 2017 at 5:38 am in reply to: Should I date someone as well during the No Contact Rule? #72816@patricia12 – Hi Patricia! I did not go to the concert.
I started to think the whole point of no contact. I got things done for myself earlier today and it feels so good to do everything on my own and love myself. I’m quite okay now but I’m scared when loneliness strikes back again on the situation.
If everything will be okay for me, let’s say a week a two and I’m confident again with myself and I know that I’ve been better. Can I already talk to her or should I go for 1 whole month?
On the back of my mind, I want us to be on good terms and let me show her that I’ve changed and can be friends on or before my birthday which is on the 15th of March because I’m quite scared that there is this chance that when the time I will contact her, it will be too late? What’s your thought about this?
By the way, I told a friend about my situation and I was mind blown by his advice and opinion about it. He told me that I should never think that I was a rebound relationship because I was introduced to the family and her mom really loves me, she even told me that I am still welcome to the family after the breakup. He (my friend) told me that if that was not serious or I am just a rebound, it will never be like that. He told me that yeah, an attitude is a part of our breakup but surely, the ex was making a scene all along and when our relationship started to become blurry, the nostalgic feelings with her ex came back because they’ve been together for 4 years so I was the odd man out. My friend told me as well that if there is a rebound here, its the ex boyfriend because she’s hanging on to those feelings just to be happy, in short she’s running away from the problem and not facing it.
I don’t want to get my hopes high here but somehow I’m a little relieved. Just like what I’ve said earlier I don’t want to ride this feeling of being okay because it will be like hell again if I feel sad.
I need your opinions on everything, Patricia.
Thank you.
February 17, 2017 at 2:13 am in reply to: Should I date someone as well during the No Contact Rule? #72798@patricia12 – Yes, I will never ask her why if she did not come. I’ll think about it if I will be going or not.
By the way, about my self improvement. I can say that I’m somehow improving, yes sometimes it still hurts but I keep my mind busy.
February 17, 2017 at 1:28 am in reply to: Should I date someone as well during the No Contact Rule? #72795@patricia12 – Its quite impossible to bring her guy friend because the concert has reserved seating.
Thats what I’m also thinking, there’s more harm than good. I mean, the chances that she will be there to reconcile and be normal will be closer to none.
February 17, 2017 at 12:37 am in reply to: Should I date someone as well during the No Contact Rule? #72793@patricia12 – Thank you for the advice. By the way, we have this concert that will be tomorrow night, I gave her ticket already but mine is here. I don’t want to come because I will just feel sad if she will not be there. I’m not sure though if she will come or what. What’s your thoughts about this?
Thanks.
February 15, 2017 at 5:38 pm in reply to: Should I date someone as well during the No Contact Rule? #72786@patricia12 – I did not message her or what but I can’t stop stalking her social media accounts. She just posted a picture together with her ex with the caption, why don’t we try again? Haha.
I was on the verge of sending her a message last night because I was so hurt and angry but I did not to because that will break the No Contact Rule and it will show that I’m still immature, dependent and childish.
Do you think she’s just testing me? She posted these things right after telling her that I need the time and space for myself. It hurts so bad to see that.
February 14, 2017 at 10:21 am in reply to: Should I date someone as well during the No Contact Rule? #72766@patricia12 – I want to be angry right now with her. She just posted a picture on IG (she has public posts) of flowers sent by her ex. I don’t know what to do. It freaking hurts. How can I not think that the ex is the reason of our break up and not my attitude? What should I do?
February 14, 2017 at 3:10 am in reply to: Should I date someone as well during the No Contact Rule? #72764@patricia12 – That’s what I’m thinking as well that this will improve me but I do hope that there’s still a chance between us. I’m quite excited when the time that will approach her comes.
Yeah, what I’m doing is hard but this is a process. π
February 13, 2017 at 6:41 pm in reply to: Should I date someone as well during the No Contact Rule? #72759@patricia12 – What I’m thinking is she’s giving me the time and space that I asked for.
With what I did, do you think that she will think of me or even miss me?
I’m already laying down plans on what to do and the things that I need to change. I’m quite excited about it. I’ll be honest that I want to change for myself but I’m also doing this so that I can show her that I’ve changed after the No Contact period.
February 13, 2017 at 4:53 pm in reply to: Should I date someone as well during the No Contact Rule? #72757@patricia12 – No, I did not give her a timeframe. But I’m planning to do it in a month since my birthday will be on March 15.
I have a question though, why do you think she suddenly unfollowed me on IG and deleted all our pictures together there?
Yes, today will be day 1, what a way to celebrate Valentine’s Day on starting to improve and love myself again. π
February 13, 2017 at 8:08 am in reply to: Should I date someone as well during the No Contact Rule? #72754@patricia12 – By the way, after sending the said message, she suddenly unfollowed me on IG as well. π
February 13, 2017 at 7:56 am in reply to: Should I date someone as well during the No Contact Rule? #72753@patricia12 – I texted her a while ago about the time and space for my self improvement and wished her all the best on her new work. Surprisingly, she replied, even if it was a simple thank you, I felt happy. π
It’s time to change now, for the better version of myself.
February 12, 2017 at 11:31 pm in reply to: Should I date someone as well during the No Contact Rule? #72746@patricia12 – I can say that she thinks that I’m not communicating at all because is that it feels like we said our last messages to each other already.
Again, I would like to ask your input why should I tell her that I’ll be not contacting her and I’m doing that so that I can focus on my negative behaviors? I would like to hear your answer/input on this.
Yes, I’m willing to change all the things that made her unhappy. Just like what I’ve said, I plan to change all those without contacting and informing her.
Yes, everybody is entitled to their opinions, I know I should just have said nothing about that issue.
February 12, 2017 at 7:35 pm in reply to: Should I date someone as well during the No Contact Rule? #72742@patrica12 – I told her that I was disappointed because she did not like the idea of it at the first place, why did she even took almost 3 months before telling it to me, that’s how I told her. On our last conversation (the one which I told you that it was our last messages), she told me to accept criticisms and grow up. I’m thinking that I should put it on my text message to her that the things she said were on my mind and I will take that criticisms and change for the better me. She also told me that she really loved me but her feelings for her ex did not change. Quite ironic. But I did know that there is love between us. Should I send her the text as soon as possible? Or should I wait like tomorrow? Valentines?
Another question on my mind is why should I let her know that I’m doing no contact? What I’m thinking about is I’ll be doing no contact then change without telling her. Is that a good idea? What are your thoughts about it?
Thanks, Patricia for your quick response.
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