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Thank you Lee Brads. I think I fuck up today. I could not contain myself and reach out to her. Good news is we had a great time chatting for the whole day.
Bad news is I let myself be a doormat and bought her some expensive gift (she didn’t ask, I was kind of desperate and so happy that she acts friendly with me again that I just started going online and buying her stuffs that I know she would like).
Right now this is good but I am afraid she may subconsciously loosing respect for me.
I can see how my post is melodramatic. But I just felt that way. I have been in a panic constantly since she left and that is just how I felt.
She said she had problem with her life (her family is a bit dysfunctional and have financial problem) and also she felt depressed because she does not know what to do with her life. I am a bit more financial well-off than her but she is very proud and independent and hates the thought of marriage for financial stability.
In addition, she felt that I bore her and also I sucks at sex. I have a small penis I could not please her as previous partner(s).
I know I might be able to find love again but right now the thought of her and I moving on forever and loving different persons frighten me. Right now I really do not want to love any other person.
Update: I could not contain myself and reach out to her today. We had a great time chatting the whole day but I afraid for tomorrow. She is still very friendly to me. Hope she won’t turn cold tomorrow.
On the other hand, I don’t know how to continue no contact after this. I think I fucked up a little bit.
I also had the same question. I was so afraid that my ex will move on that I told her that I will stop talking to her for only 1 month. Did I fuck up?
Also, 2 days after no contact she just messaged me out of the blue with a “hi”. I could not stop myself from jumping into replying to her. She ignored that and later when I comment a “are you ok” on her facebook post. she restricted me so now i can only see her public posts which are only 3.
So please guys, and gals, would you kindly answer OP’s post and my post as well? This is very hard. I feel like dying inside.
