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She wasn’t really taken for granted, I very much showed her appreciation. However it may be different in her mind. I struggled with jealousy in the relationship because she was in the military and around a lot of guys who hit on her. Like I said, I have only heard from her once in these 9 months and it wasn’t good so my hopes are slim =/ Her and I did discuss marriage and a life together. We talked about kids and where we would want to live. That is honestly one of the reasons I struggle most with the loss. I can’t understand how she could give all that up. But, all I can do now is pray. Thank you kalicooldude for your words and I wish you the best in your attempt to reunite with your ex!