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I’m trying to. At this point I don’t really want her back but there is no doubt I’m still in love, and she was too at one point. She lied to me over and over, even saying she wouldn’t date anyone for a long time and 4 days later getting in a relationship. It sucks because of the effort I put in and how vulnerable i made myself to her. I’m trying to move on and I realize what I need to do and that I will get better but it is easier said than done. I think she still cares about me and I was her best relationship ever, but looking at her past history she rarely goes more than 2 weeks without being in a relationship. She feels guilty. She deleted over 50 pics of us together on her facebook and blocked me, but hasn’t done that with any other ex. I at least feel a little better knowing shes guilty and I know she isn’t over me. I will lose feelings soon enough realizing these things. Thank you for your advice though I appreciate it. It’s all up to time now.

Yesterday she dropped some of my things by my house when I wasn’t there and a note saying she knows it is over for good. I’m not sure if this is her dealing with the breakup and convincing herself of it or if it really is over for good. We have been in no contact for a week and a half and I got really close to breaking it, which I still might because I don’t want her to lose feelings and move on if she is convinced (for right now) that it is over. I made the mistakes and want to apologize to her. Should I wait it out and risk her losing all feelings? We dated for 6 months but it was very serious.