Thanks for the advice. Would probably start NC when I officially move out. But I will be starting a mini NC when I go back to my mom’s for about 2 weeks, today.
Been trying to keep myself busy.
It hurts when someone you love don’t love you back like you want them to.
I still can’t understand why it looks like the break up is hurting him as much as it’s hurting me, if he doesn’t love me. Or maybe I’m just seeing things that aren’t there.
But I know I don’t have any other choice. If he misses me due to the separation and come back to me, then at least he would be
sure that he loves me. If he doesn’t then being together would still be a mistake as I want a family of my own and I’m not getting any younger 🙂
I will try to go on a date when I’ve officially moved out and is ready to meet people again.
Sometimes it still hurts to breathe and I feel like my heart is literally breaking. I know time heals but even though my head knows that, my heart doesn’t acknowledge it.
Hope you’re holding up.