There went Nothing.

So this is the latest email I sent….

“Thank you for the support! Yeah, I’m honestly not too worried about finding a job after. I know it’ll work out. I may go for a PhD anyway haha.

But that’s really cool you’ll get to travel soon! And it sounds like you’ve been hitting the gym a lot. I’ve also been going as much as I can.

So, I’m just throwing this out there – but I do hope we are still friends…I don’t want us to be strangers. I’m in a really good place now, and I’m confident in myself. And I’m really happy your job has been working out, because I know how much this opportunity meant to you. You worked hard to get where you are, and it’s well deserved.”

And I’m feeling really bad about it. He hasn’t responded yet (it’s been a day) but with the other 2 emails I sent he responded quicker. I’m so worried that he won’t respond at all…or that he will say he doesn’t want contact with me anymore. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how he could treat me this way after 5 years and after how good I was to him. I don’t deserve being treated like crap by him.

I am literally freaking out that he hasn’t gotten back to me. Please help

Hey everyone, so I guess I freaked out too soon. He emailed me back and said of course he wanted to be friends…and to not be a stranger.

I know we can never really be true “friends” after this long of a relationship. I just thought that in my case because he is abroad, it would be better to have some contact because we would never really run into each other. I know this is a fake friendship. I just want to get back to having nice conversations with him… I would love for us to Skype again. I think im going to wait to talk to him for a bit… does anyone have any advice? Does this seem hopeless to get him back? 🙁