Same with me, the mornings are the hardest… ive been waking up every night around 4-5 in the morning and my heart just starts hurting. It usually takes me a long time to fall back to sleep if i can at all.
But i have to admit to myself that i just want my ex back. I have this huge void in my life now and dont know how to fill that time. ive been working out like crazy and getting in really good shape but at the end of the day i just want my ex back. and hanging out with my friends seems worthless.. all they do is go to bars and they dont really understand how badly im being affected by my breakup. When i started dating my ex, i realized that going to bars till 2am was pointless for me. and i dont want to go back to doing that… it feels fake. I want something real.
and i dont know if its cause im recently broken up but i feel that finding someone to fall in love with and spend time together is the only thing in this world that i truly believe in.