I need help. I keep feeling lower than ever

Thank you for your support @kalicooldude

I will try skype first because we had talked on there after the breakup and had some good convos. The only email I sent that he didnt respond to yet was just a link,3 days ago. I guess technically he wouldn’t have to respond since I didn’t really type anything. But I’m really hoping he’s up for talking to me on the webcam that way I feel like I’ll be able to better judge his reactions and his attitude toward me