You’re right but I don’t look for a relationship or anything. I told them about my situation so nobody’s gonna get hurt. I actually liked one guy.we had so much fun and we had really nice conversations,we went out twice but to me, it was like I was out with a friend.thinking about anything physical makes me wanna die. He seems to understand me but I just don’t know if I should continue this. I try to look at all this as just fun but I guess it only makes me remember how much I loved my ex and if this continues, I’m gonna have to stop for a while.
I keep telling myself that I deserve to be happy but my heart is still broken and I think I’ve done everthing I should have so only time can heal it now.