@patricia12, thank you for your input hun.
Not only that, another ex of mine from years ago liked my post too lol. Just recently, two of my old exes told me they regretted losing me lol.
But what my recent ex and I had was special, I did a lot for him and vice versa. We understood each other very well. The good outweighed the bad. I made a lot of sacrifices to be with him but in the end he didn’t have a problem watching me leave and all it would take was for him to fight for me and make me stay. Guess I wasn’t worth it. But I’ll be okay.